J Patel

Queer. Desi. Bottom with a past. I write about the men who shaped my sexuality—one unforgettable scene at a time. From secret downloads to published desire, this is my full-circle confession.

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ManCrush

69 Questions with the Stars: Gus Torres

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ManCrush

69 Questions with the Stars: Christian Berry

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Screen Gods

Screen Gods: Allen King

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Screen Gods

Screen Gods: William Seed

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Screen Gods

Screen Gods: Calvin Banks

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Screen Gods

Screen Gods: Devin Franco

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Screen Gods

Screen Gods: Rafael Alencar

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Screen Gods

Screen Gods: Johnny Rapid

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Screen Gods

Screen Gods: Topher DiMaggio

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Screen Gods

Screen Gods: Seth Santoro

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Screen Gods

Screen Gods: Brent Corrigan

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Sex

Too tight to be quiet about.

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The Third Time: Hell’s Kitchen

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It’s a bottom’s world.

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Sacred Second

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“I didn’t become this. I was broken into it.”