J Patel

Queer. Desi. Bottom with a past. I write about the men who shaped my sexuality—one unforgettable scene at a time. From secret downloads to published desire, this is my full-circle confession.

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Too tight to be quiet about.

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Seth Santoro: That ass wrote the scene

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The Third Time: Hell’s Kitchen

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It’s a bottom’s world.

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Devin Franco: The hole that humbles you

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Sacred Second

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“I didn’t become this. I was broken into it.”

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Topher DiMaggio: The jock who topped my soul

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Allen King: God’s favourite bottom

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Brent Corrigan: The guy who gave God a boner

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Rafael Alencar: The dominant alpha top

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Calvin Banks: Reclaiming his body

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William Seed: The machine that breaks you and makes you beg for more

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Johnny Rapid: The twink who turned me gay