Grabbys Spotlight: Hairy Wolf
Targeting trophies in Torremolinos.
As we count down towards the Grabby Awards in Torremolinos, we caught up with Hairy Wolf.
Gareth Johnson
Hairy Wolf is nominated in the Best Top category.
Gareth Johnson
You've said that winning a Grabby Award would boost your confidence and validate your journey - how did you discover and start to explore that performing on camera and content creation was something that you're passionate about?
I started watching porn when I was around 18 years old. As the years went by, I began to fantasise about filming a scene with Teddy Torres - my favourite performer. I was watching a lot of Eric Video, and Men At Play - a guy in a suit really turned me on.
It was just a fantasy - there were a lot of things preventing me from actually doing it. I live in Switzerland, I was worried what my family would think, I had a boyfriend, and I looked like a twink and I didn't feel confident in myself.
After COVID, I started going to the gym, I was feeling better about my body, I broke up with my boyfriend, and I started to hear more about OnlyFans and JustFor.Fans. It seemed like an easy way to give it a try without having to spend a lot of money travelling to film with studios.
I opened a Twitter account and an OnlyFans account. I started posting naked photos and short videos - but I only had about 300 followers. I messaged all of my favourite performers - lots of guys replied to say that I looked good but that they wouldn't record with me because I had no followers. But then I got a reply from Leander in London. He invited me to London to film with him and Gabriel Cross - they were my first collab.
After we filmed, we went out for lunch together. They took a selfie of the three of us at lunch, posted it, and the same day I got 1,000 new followers. Pretty soon, I was getting messages from lots of content-creators wanting to film with me.
How did it feel to realise that your fantasy was becoming a reality?
At the beginning I was really scared - I was worried what everyone would think, my friends and people at work. Now, everyone at work knows that I'm a content-creator and it's not a problem, they're very open-minded.
You talked about how you used to be a twink before you started working out and you weren't confident in your body, but were you comfortable getting naked in front of other people to film scenes?
I'm still not comfortable to be naked.
It's okay when I'm filming with someone - it's in a private space and it's just me and my scene-partner and maybe a cameraman.
But I never go to a naked beach - I want to keep my swimwear on. I'm also really pee-shy.
Has your work in adult entertainment changed the way that you experience intimacy in your private life?
Yes, a little bit. Guys always have their fantasy about fucking a porn-star - like me, when I was young. I understand it, but there's a lot of stereotypes about content-creators - I often feel that people are judging me.
Beyond the Grabby Awards, what else is on your vision-board for the months ahead?
I want to continue doing my best because I really enjoy what I'm doing, but I'm finding it more and more difficult to find the motivation to continue to do porn. Being in Switzerland, it's difficult to organise collabs - that means that I have to travel a lot.
The most important thing for me is having chemistry with my scene-partner. That's what I want to show my fans - I want them to feel how much we are enjoying fucking each other.
Voting for the Grabby Awards is now open.
Gareth Johnson
