The Circle-jerk
Erotic fiction about getting to grips with a men's group.
Gareth Johnson
Tentatively knocking on the door, Kellen was undeniably a little nervous but his stomach fluttered with anticipation of what lay ahead.
Masturbation and Mindfulness was the event that he’d signed up for - a small group event that he’d found listed on the Naked Mates website.
This was Kellen’s first foray into the world of men-only social naturism. He’d enjoyed getting his clothes off on naked beaches but this kind of naked event was something new - something that he wanted to explore.
“Welcome!” beamed the man who opened the door. “I’m Kai - come in and head into the bedroom, that’s where we’re leaving all the clothes.”
“I’m Kellen…” volunteered Kellen. “Do I just take everything off?”
“Leave your underwear and t-shirt on…” instructed Kai. “We’re going to start with that but don’t worry, we’ll all be naked soon enough.”
Pleased to see that he wasn’t the first to arrive, Kellen nodded at the men who were also undressing in the bedroom - he could hear the buzz of voices in the other room. He was pleased that he’d worn his good underwear.
One of his anxieties was not knowing who else would be at the event - Kellen wasn’t expecting to see anyone he knew but he wasn’t sure what sort of guys would sign up to a Masturbation and Mindfulness event on a Sunday afternoon. As he neatly piled up his clothes and walked through into the open-plan kitchen/living room, Kellen was relieved to see that the rest of the group was pretty much his demographic - middle-aged, decent looking.
You wouldn’t describe any of the guys there as looking like underwear models or porn-stars, but no one was completely unfuckable. These days, that was pretty much Kellen’s only requirement when it came to hook-ups - as long as they weren’t completely unfuckable, he could make it work.
“Okay, I think that’s everyone…” smiled Kai, sitting down on one of the cushions on the floor and completing the circle of men. “We can make a start.”
Kellen had wondered whether the mindfulness aspect of this session would be a bit too new-age or spiritual for him, but as Kai guided the group through a series of simple breathing exercises Kellen felt relaxed, connected with his body, and ready to explore what this was all about.
“Let’s start to get the blood flowing with some self-massage…” instructed Kai. “As you feel your body begin to respond, let’s remove our t-shirts and underwear - lean into the vulnerability of being fully exposed, lean into the power of liberating your body, lean into the energy of a room full of naked men.”
Although he wasn’t overly conscious of his body, Kellen was pleased to see that he didn’t have the smallest dick in the room. Not the biggest, but not the smallest, although direct comparisons were difficult as some of the guys were clearly beginning to chub up.
“Now, as I explained in the joining instructions, this session we’re going to be exploring the role that porn plays in our experience of masturbation…” said Kai.
The men in the circle were nodding but Kellen couldn’t recall reading that part of the joining instructions.
“You don’t have to share anything too personal if it makes you uncomfortable…” continued Kai. “But this is a safe space, there is no judgement here. Kellen - you look concerned, do you have questions?”
“Um, not really…” mumbled Kellen. “I mustn’t have read the joining instructions properly. Are we talking about porn addiction?”
“Not at all…” smiled Kai. “I think we can all attest that porn plays a valuable role in fuelling our fantasies. Today’s session is really just about sharing that experience with each other - celebrating it and leaning into the communal energy that we create together. Does that make sense?”
“I think so…” nodded Kellen, although he wasn’t really sure what Kai was talking about.
“How about I start?” suggested Kai, casually wrapping his hand around his impressive cock and slowly stroking as he talked. “When I’m having an extended bate session, the porn that I like to watch is narrative-based, I like some sort of story.”
Several of the men in the circle nodded their agreement, confirming that they also connected with narrative-based porn. Kellen realised that he had begun stroking his thickening cock, almost without realising it.
“Vintage porn is generally the best at putting some storytelling in porn…” added Kai. “The films of Cadinot are particularly good.”
“The one in Morocco?” interjected one of the men in the group. “It’s got this blond twink who wanders through the market getting fucked by all the stall-holders. So fucking hot!”
“Exactly…” nodded Kai. “There’s a school dormitory scene that’s also pretty good.”
“I think I’ve seen that one…” said Kellen. “All the lads gang up on the new kid?”
“Yes, that’s the one…” confirmed Kai. “What about you, Kellen - what sort of porn do you watch when you’re jacking off?”
“Oh, um, I’m not sure…” mumbled Kellen, unprepared to suddenly have the group’s focus on him. “Just normal stuff, I guess. Nothing crazy.”
“Remember, this is a safe space…” said Kai. “You don’t have to be embarrassed or ashamed about anything. Tell us, what was the porn that you watched during your most recent bate session?”
“Um, I’ve been getting into some free-use scenarios…” said Kellen.
“What’s free-use?” asked one of the guys in the circle.
“Well, it’s where someone is kind of just used for sexual pleasure…” explained Kellen. “Like, they’ve consented to it, but they’re kind of just a sex toy for the other guys in the room. For example, it could be a poker game and there’s a guy just servicing all the dudes but they don’t talk to him or pay him any attention - they just use him like a sex-toy.”
“Interesting…” nodded Kai. “How about we bring up some free-use porn on-screen?”
The circle of guys quickly adjusted their positions so that they were all gathered around the television screen on the wall. Kai brought up a Pornhub browser and typed in Free Use Fantasy and was immediately presented with a range of scenes to choose from.
“That one with Joel Someone is a good one…” said Kellen, pointing at the screen.
Kai hit play on the scene and the group’s attention shifted to watch the action unfold.
In the scene, Joel Someone was playing the role of some kind of real estate agent, meeting with another guy in a suit to sign a deal. As the suited men were discussing the specifics of the deal, there was a younger office assistant on his knees - the assistant was dutifully sucking the suited men’s cocks while they continued talking, almost as if he wasn’t there.
“That’s fucking hot!” growled one of the masturbating men, smearing some Albolene along his thick cock-shaft and continuing to stroke.
“What do you like about it?” asked Kai, reaching across and stroking the man’s cock. “What is it about this fantasy that turns you on?”
“I like the way that they’re just using the lad like a piece of meat…” growled the guy, pre-cum flowing from his cock as Kai stroked him. “It feels kind of wrong but it really turns me on.”
“A bit taboo?” suggested Kai. “What about you, Kellen. “Is it the taboo element of this fantasy that pushes your buttons?”
“Ungh…” moaned Kellen, as Kai wrapped a hand around his throbbing cock. “Yeah, I guess. “The lad’s just some slut - a cock-sucking slut.”
“Who do you want to be in this scene?” asked Kai. “Are you the man in the suit or the cock-sucking slut?”
“Ungh…” moaned Kellen. “The slut. I want to be the cock-sucking slut.”
“You want to be used like a sex-toy?” murmured Kai, tweaking Kellen’s nipples, his breath hot on Kellen’s neck.
“Uh huh…” nodded Kellen. “Fuck yeah.”
“Good boy…” grinned Kai. “Who else has got taboo fantasies that they explore through their porn?”
One by one, the men shared what turned them on - the dark fantasies that porn enabled them to explore as it fuelled their jack-off sessions.
As they talked and brought up specific scenes on-screen, they all continued masturbating - stroking themselves or reaching across and lending a helping hand to each other.
The sexual energy in the room was intense - Kellen had never experienced anything like it. He constantly felt as if was on the edge of cumming - stopping his stroke whenever he felt like he was getting too close to the point of no return.
“What about this one?” said Kai, hitting play on a new scene. “In this role-play, Jonah Wheeler and Mason Lear are sharing their step-son.”
“Fuck - I can’t hold it anymore…” gasped Kellen, realising that he’d pushed it too far.
“Go for it, dude - blow your load…” encouraged Kai.
“Ungh!” grunted Kellen. “Ungh! Fuck! Fuck!”
As Kellen shot ropes of cum across his body, he seemed to have triggered some kind of sexual release around the room as all the men in the group began hitting their climax and shooting loads of cum in every direction.
“Can I cum on you?” asked Kai, standing over Kellen.
“Uh huh…” nodded Kellen.
“Fuck yeah…” growled Kai, as the cum began to erupt from his cock. “Ungh! Fuck! Ungh!”
It was almost an out-of-body experience for Kellen - sprawled back on the floor as Kai’s cum rained down on him, surrounded by a room full of men all hitting their orgasm at the same time. It was unlike anything that he’d ever experienced but he knew that he wanted more - he knew that his adventures in social naturism were only just beginning.
Gareth Johnson
