Grabbys Spotlight: Lenny Holland
Targeting trophies in Torremolinos.
As we count down towards the Grabby Awards in Torremolinos, we caught up with Lenny Holland.
Lenny is nominated in two categories:
- Best Top
- Twunk of the Year
You've said that winning a Grabby Award would be important to you because it would be a reward for all of your work in the adult entertainment industry - how did you discover and start to explore that performing on camera and content creation was something that you're passionate about?
I was studying sociology - I wrote a thesis about subgroups related to loneliness and mental health issues. For this, I wanted to delve into the world of porn actors because other studies showed a high incidence of mental health issues and suicide. However, it was a very closed world, so I decided to make a film myself to get a behind-the-scenes look.
That's how it all began.
Do you consider yourself an exhibitionist?
I don't. Maybe my reference-point is wrong, but I work with people with exhibitionism disorder - if I compare myself to them, I would absolutely say no. Plus, I'm way too shy.
What was your relationship with your body like when you were growing up?
I've been involved in sports since I was a little kid, especially competitive swimming - I've been in a speedo in front of a lot of people my whole life. That last bit of fabric doesn't really bother me anymore!
How has your work in the adult entertainment industry changed your relationship with your body and the way that you experience intimacy?
I'm a huge proponent of doing what feels right for you. I exercise because I enjoy it, not because of how I look. This is quite a thing in the porn world, and it would be good if we could let go of it. Everyone has their own preferences, and there's something for everyone!
Intimacy is still there, but my perspective continues to evolve. I talk about this a lot with friends and professionals to make sure it doesn't cause problems in the future.
In your experience, what makes a good collab?
The best collaborations start when people let go of ownership of their own ideas and build something new together, driven by real connection rather than just business.
Beyond the Grabby Awards, what else is on your vision-board for the months ahead?
Of course, some collabs and studio work! Also, going back to the US and Canada for some collabs and Burning Man. Hit me up if you’re around!
Gareth Johnson
